You get really scared, because you meet an amazing person who knows how to make you smile without making an effort. Knows how to make your bad days better. Makes you kind instead of bitter. And you’re left wondering why someone so great would want to have anything to do with you in the first place when they could have anybody else..
I think our ego is only a experience that the real “us” is passing through, but our ego is not us. The real us is our consciousness, and it is like if that consciousness is watching a tv video which is our ego.
I think like because the ego is like a program that we must follow. We usually think we are that program and those programmed desires and wishes we have are actually us who are having by pure free will, but I think its not completely like this. We have these desires and wishes because our hormones says that we must have then.
A person who gets easily angered is a person who has a lot of activity going on in their amigdalae, a stressed person is a person that has low levels of serotonin, etc. Those persons are not angered or stressed, but their consciousness is watching a video where it is subjected to those experiences, when we watch that video we identify ourselves with the role of the main character so well that we forget that we are not that character
When we watch a movie we have all the experiences that the character in the video have, it is not different than our life. If you think it is different because we can´t act and control the actions in a movie, then think about video games or virtual reality simulators. Why do we have to identify ourselves with this character but not the one of a movie or game ?
The answer does not matter, I only wanted to show that our lives are like a movie that our consciousness is watching and thinking it is the character in there.
If this is true. We don´t have to suffer because it is the character who suffers not the consciousness.
I suppose the first thing you should do is take a second to have a good look at yourself and address the real issue- Do you honestly believe that there is a purpose for your life? Out of the 7 billion people on earth, is it simply coincidence that you of all were placed in the life that you have, that you are connected in a circle of relationships that is individual to your own life and that it is you who is presented with the unique opportunities that are open to you every single day?
The point of our lives? I believe that we have all been destined from the beginning of time for a day such as this. I know with certainty that our lives were given to us for a divine purpose and that there is a plan for each of us to impact this world. So even though i don’t know exactly what the end outcome of your life (or mine) will be, what i do know beyond a measure of doubt is that our lives- everything you say and do, every mistake and every success you encounter- is another step in the fulfilment of a purpose bigger and more incredible than you or I could ever comprehend…and if that isnt a good point for life than i dont know what is :)
Those moments where you’re so fed up with everything. There are all these pessimistic thoughts running through your head and you feel as if the things you do are never good enough. You feel a bit helpless and you’re just hoping for the best but nothing seems to ever work out. All you want is just to be happy again. Is that too much to ask for?
Posts become so relevant to how you are feeling. Songs tend to trigger back memories of you two and you begin to reminisce. Places you go remind you of them because it is where you two shared the best memories. You think about them constantly, its almost like a daily routine. You’re hoping that someday they’ll walk back into your life but at the same time you know that it’s not going to happen. When you miss someone, the littlest things remind you of them. The hardest part is trying to forget them. Because trying to forget them is like trying to remember someone you never knew.
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Anonymous asked: Because its obvious and you still do Then i guess i still do. |
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Anonymous asked: So you still miss Sally? why is everyone asking me the same questions? |
There’s just so much I want to tell you.. but whenever I type up something, I end up pressing the delete button and erasing everything. I need to find the guts to tell you how I feel.. cos it’s just eating me alive. Ha, it’s not like you’re gunna care though. So why bother, right?
